my very unpredictable life...

the past that i miss, the present that i'm embracing and the future that i'm scared of

there are some bits of my past
that haunted me till today
there are a bunch of present
waiting for me to face
there are a loads of future
that i can't even find where

my past, it was a happy yet painful memories
my past, it was something i want to change yet refused to do if i have the chance

my present is a struggle that i can't keep up with
my present as much it brings me hope for future, it keeps making me looking back at past

my future as much as it seems , cloudy and dark yet the key of a happy ending
my future, as much as i look forward to it, i wish it would come slowly

having blasts at bukit raja...ngan epul

don't think anyone really understands my love for Harry Potter.

yes, i'm 22 years old.

yes, i'm a working person already and is about to do my degree

yes, i'm not a child.

i know, i know.

but i grew up watching movies. i learnt English by watching movies...and by reading books

i grew to know that love between friends is just as important as love with our family.

i grew to understand the right things to do are not always the easiest.

i learnt about the power of will.

oh gosh.. banyak la sampai nak nangis kalau i write it all up! hehe!

so when i went to bukit raja with my best friend two days ago, i had an amazing opportunity...to watch HARRY POTTER'S LAST MOVIE!

you know what...its brilliant...i wonder if i could attend harry potter's last movie premiere in london!of course it would be even more awesome...its three main characters really captured my heart during that night...

my gorgeous pixie-haired emma watson...she never looked boring to me to watch her...i wish i could actually meet her one day...and please don't forget the ginger-haired boy rupert grint.he never fail to make me laugh with his weird acting...and what touched me the most was my bebeh...daniel radclife...he's still suit to do harry potter's role even he seemed to grew a bit older than before...

easily said...it was very awesome...ooo it really is...

now...i'm proud to say that i'm one hardcore Harry Potter fan...

sekian terima kasih...

p/s:i never finished watching all harry potter's film...the same goes to all harry potter's books...

tolongla be a wise muslim

Assalamualaikum, it's been a while since i wrote on this blog. I'm truly sorry as i didn't have anything to write. =)

In this entry i would like to share my perspective and point of view in what's happen to our country (Malaysia) today. I don't know much about what really happen. But what i knew is our country will have "Perhimpunan Haram" soon .I don't want to talk who is wrong and who is right. For me, it's just another propaganda from "Them".

What is really their intention by doing this? Is it time for them to make their move to the next level? Why only Malay / Muslim who are more enthusiastic than non-muslim? Why suddenly they talk about "Murtad" ? is that really the point to make this event? or just to ignite the muslim's anger towards the goverment? Why the goverment resolve this matter with another "Perhimpunan" ? why is it not "haram" ?. Who are the mastermind of this event? What cause him/her to do such thing? Is he/she doing this in the name of Islam/Allah?

There are so many questions that we can think of. To all my brothers,sisters,fathers,mothers in muslim, my advice to you :

If u know nothing about what happens,who,when,what or anything. Please, do not assume,accused or even suspect anything. Nowadays people just relying on "Media" without proper guide (Nas and Dalil).This is what "They" want. They spread "Fitnah" to achieve Destruction, Disunity, Fear, Mind Control, Brainwashing and all of this propaganda. Return to Quran and hadith, follow our beloved prophet Muhammad S.A.W guides and Sunnah and from there, find the best solution. Remember,No matter how we struggle to win based on this "Dajjal" system, we will still lose.

of terengganu and kelantan

This is not about the final FA Cup last night because commenting and analysing a football match is not even in my radar. Congratulations to the Terengganu team! You made it to the final and won!What had made last night's match special and nostalgic was the connection between the Trengganuians and Kelantanese. To outsiders (orang luor),many of them cannot differentiate the slangs that of Terengganu and Kelantan. The undefined connection between the Kelantanese and Trengganuians can be translated in many different ways but not through the language. We speak differently except for the people living in the northern part of Terengganu, namely in Besut and Setiu who speak Kelantanese slang with very strong accent till their counterparts in the southern area (Kemaman and Dungun) cannot understand. However, most of the times, when Kelantanese and Trengganuians speak, they understand each other. And the orang luor, you just have to watch and listen. If you want to get in the boat too, prepare to be laughed at. I am still looking for the common similarities that make the Kelantanese and Trengganuians have special bonds apart from the geographical factor. It is maybe in the food. The food are extremely sweet in Kelantan. Another thing to be acknowledged by the orang luor, nasi dagang and keropok lekor are mostly come from Terengganu. They are our special cuisine but are very famous in Kelantan too. The same thing goes to nasi berlauk and nasi kerabu -they are Kelantan's but very famous in Terengganu. Nasi kerabu in Kelantan is the best with its ayam percik. If you see blue or purple-coloured rice, then it is nasi kerabu. Well, to think back, apart from the geographical factor, I must say that food is what both Trengganuians, Kelantanese and the rest of Malaysians share. Maybe because orang luor keep labelling Trengganuians and Kelantanese as the same group of people that we always find comfort with each other. Missing budu anyone?

lalalalala!!!

here i am,back to blog...it is very long since the last time i posted something here.well,i was really busy fixing and changing my life and there is a lot of things happened for the last 2 months.lots of drama and lots of unwanted stories as well.i'm now at new place,far from my family and of course,everything must be done accordingly,only then my life will not be too messed up.to put it in a more clear picture,i'm working right now.though it sounded pretty weird,considering me myself,a spoiled brat and a mentally-weak person which easily melts down under pressure,people would feel very astonish if they see me working as a waiter at the nearby restaurant.the worst of all,i never had any working experience...but what can i say...its already happened.well,the reality is,people would change and when i decided to start working,i knew,i've changed for good.thanks to sahaful for always giving me advise and always be on my side when i need your guidance.now,my life is back on the track again.as for now,i'm surviving at shah alam whilst waiting for degree.at first,i thought that it was the most downright stupid mistake when i made the decision to move to shah alam but then i knew,it was something i was destined for.i knew it happened for the reasons.i try to be positive.my working days wasn't always funtastic and fantastic,to boot,all the workers there are Bangladesh except for me.can you guys imagine it,me myself is the only malay that happened to work there...huhuhu...it was very hard especially at the beginning.back then,i felt so apprehensive,not because i'm afraid that i would be deface or something...or i'm unwillingly to cooperate with them or anything that you might think it is...especially when working with such people...i just worried that there would be many miscommunications would happened between us.gratefully,it went on a smooth ride.such a good start for me,a freshie.no problems at workplace.moving on,my life is at peace.i'm so satisfied.what matters now is mental toughness.i hope that i could hold much longer.also,i really hope that i can adjust more better and even more quicker.yeahh...go khalid!!!

it's pathetic.me,myself is still wondering how it could turn out to be the otherwise when the arrangements have been outlined properly.this time everything wasn't fall into its place.i'm quite dissapointed with what had happened.last night.right after done with my calculus 2 quiz,i decided to take some rest while doing some plannings of what i'm going to do today.it wasn't long when i remember that my money has running out and i was left with not even a cent with me right at the moment.seriously,if i do not withdraw some amount of money from the bank,i would made myself starving.so,today,i had planned that after passing up my quiz to my dear Mrs Amirah Hana,i'm going to pay a visit to the library.why it happened to be the library?it was because library has been the best place ever to gather the people.here at uitm pahang,library is known to serve its people so many things.to shorten it out,i would find some of my friends that can lend some money to help me go to the bank and do the withdrawal.unfortunately...or maybe it has been destined that way...i found no one i knew in the library...even more sad...after having some walking here and there...still,no one to be found.i didn't know what i'm going to do.to add...my stomach keep producing so many weird sounds as it was like the lunch time has come and i need to rush to the dining hall immediately even it was still 10 am in the morning...the only solution i have with me is doing some surfing on the internet...luckilly after like 2 hours wasting time tracking others blog...the sound of my stomach was reducing...so for now i think it is better to have this thing posted on my blog...it is not everytime that i could cruise throughtout such moment...gatefully...it wasn't end in disaster...

think positive...

wow...there were too much things coming in my way right now.assignments and tests were some of the things that have kept me very busy.i need to really put my effort on these 2 things because they counted almost 50 percent of my marks during the final.more importantly,the marks scored would see my pointer having some slight of an increasement and it does really help when i apply for my degree.yes it was hard...really hard because i have to face mathemathics everyday and had my brain going in a full throttle to solve the questions but thinking of its benefit which i will posses in the future,i force myself to deal with it.there are times where i want to cry and couldn't sleep but then i realized it wouldn't change anything if i acting negatively and unwillingly.i knew this emotional war of me certainly wouldn't help even a bit and if i keep behaving like this,i would end up myself with more dissapointments...for now i think i want to give myself a new spirit.let out everything.resetting the reset button of me and put myself again in a refreshing mode...i want to be a firm believer that believe to the belief of "everything would just be okay if we acted and behave the way it is".you can never go the wrong way if you do like this one...DONE!!!