Sunday, October 24, 2010

what i feel from my heart

i'm back!!!
well nowadays those who read this blog may notice that i started to blog out more and more this days...it's quite peculiar as back then i only do blogging when there is something i really need to tell...but now it has change.
maybe, it was because my life was boring and i couldn't find anything to fit myself in...is it so???...
those who read this writing, i'm sure that they might say it otherwise and those who didn't even know me and suddenly bumped into this blog and read this posting, i'm sure that they would say it different or maybe, they would even say that my life is compelling....if you are that person or any kind of it then you are wrong...
actually, my life is dull, numb and it is not like what you had in mind when you saw me or befriended with me..
the question is why...
the truth is i'm unpredictable, my feeling is unpredictable, my action is unpredictable and for every and each crap which came from me, it is spontaneous. but despite all that weaknesses, i still can sense the kindness and sincerity of a person. dealing with people with such character,i found out that they are more easy to get along with in fact they always make me feel very calm each time i'm with them though some of them is actually nerd or some kind of character people are not really fond or prefer...sadly,there is only a few of them.not much.i can count them by fingers.
there and then,there is this kind of people...the character that i hated most. they are evil people.precisely,they are some kinda people that like to make other people looked stupid. they sometimes could be even more mean likes ticking off the other people all of sudden or for unacceptable reason...
if it happened that u r coincidentally read this blog one day, you might able to guess who they are.
also,of late,i became to realize something important...
we actually living in this world with certain particular desires that we want to be satisfied.maybe we lived to play,to have some friend whom we can share our problems with,study to get an A to not be shamed in class,to be strong,to chased the man or woman that you want to be the partner of your life,to be man of the match,to walk arrogantly,to wear smart clothes,stuck inside tight or baggy trousers,these might be one of the objective in your life Meaning objective here, is that things that you want at least to achieved so that you will experience your personal gratification gleefully.
...but when you have grown up, you tend to view this world differently you are more clear in outlining the purpose of you living in this world not just breathing the air,do whatever you want and that is it,nothing more to life.The way of you speaking with others,the language that you use, differed,and your intellectual thinking has been more critical.These represents that your level of maturity has increased and evolved.but we can also go into the wrong direction if we just let go what we got and never got them controlled.we have to make something useful out of it
that is what we supposed to do in life...and that is life...
apart from that as a rememberance,not only to those who will real this posting but also to myself.it is;
befriending with everyone and never degrade anyone.

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